Resurrecting // Kelly Andrews
           A phantom picks up the line
                                 love      is      is      is
how to learn to leave
                                 like limbs falling
                                                        from a tulip tree.
Call it memory.
           A faded rift in time
                                  that unspools until
it’s the faintest
                               bleeding below
                                                        the surface.
           when migrating birds
                               circle endlessly,
appear as worried apparitions,
                               blue-winged wallowers
                                                        never finding a home.
Call it swallowed tongue.
           Listening to his recorded
                               voice on repeat, saying my name,
the time. It’s dark again.
                               I can hear the distance
                                                        over a metallic cough.
Call it sacrament
           to form clumps of earth
                                 into a dampened body,
lie on top until
                       it becomes a disappearance
                                                          of self.
Call it shame.
           I give birth ex nihilo,
                      bathe in a warm potion
of oil & thyme, emerge
                                  unholy and shaken,
                                                         an abomination.
Kelly Andrews' poems have appeared or are forthcoming in PANK, Apeiron Review, Weave Magazine, Pear Noir, and elsewhere. Her chapbook "Mule Skinner" is available from Dancing Girl Press (2014). She coedits the online journal Pretty Owl Poetry and has a hand in creating B.E. Quarterly, a sometimes-quarterly zine. Like most people she knows, she has an affinity for cats.